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‘The Upstream Episode #6 is now up on Mixcloud!

In podcast,The Upstream,what's new by fish / May 18, 2017 / 0 Comments

Episode #6 of “The Upstream with brilliantfish”:

This episode is an open format show with great music from all over the map.



1 Masquerade by Nash The Slash
2 Pulse by Jen Gloeckner
3 Pressure And Time by Rival Sons
4 Sexy M.F. by Prince & The New Power Generation
5 Panic Switch by Silversun Pickups
6 Long Time Gone by Bille Joe & Norah
7 brilliantfish talks, song list
8 The Spoils by Massive Attack (feat. Hope Sandoval)
9 Everything Will Be Alright by The Killers
10 Baby Blue by Longpigs
11 Rainy Night In Georgia by Brook Benton
12 An Audience With The Pope by Elbow
13 brilliantfish talks, song list
14 To The River by Djivan Gasparyan & Michael Brook
15 Gone Again by Patti Smith
16 It’s Not Too late by T-Bone Burnett
17 Uphold by Talvin Singh
18 Ballad Of A Deadman by Steve Jansen
19 Spring by ICEVAN
20 brilliantfish talks, song list
21 Joan Of Arc by brilliantfish

“The Upstream”, EP#5 – ‘Singer/Songwriter #1’. Now on Mixcloud.

In podcast,The Upstream,what's new by fish / May 4, 2017 / 0 Comments

Episode #5 of “The Upstream with brilliantfish”:

This episode is the first in a series of shows featuring singer/songwriters. In this show: Scott Merritt, Derek Christie, Greenway Blvd, Rebecca Everett, Tim Bradford, The Danger Bees and more!


1 Beautiful Mess by Scott Merritt
2 Closed Hand, Full Of Friends by Foy Vance
3 brilliantfish talks, song list
4 Winnebago Graveyard Motel by Derek Christie
5 The Long Cold Party by Greenway Blvd
6 Go On by Vivienne Wilder
7 Sting Of A Kiss by Rebecca Everett
8 Mint by Kathryn Rose
9 brilliantfish talks, song list
10 Waiting by Norah Jones
11 Lebanon, Tennessee by Ron Sexsmith
12 Better Than Drinking (Alone) by Tim Bradford
13 Essence by Lucinda Williams
14 Westgate by Mark Seymour
15 Gasoline by Houndmouth
16 brilliantfish talks, song list
17 Dizzy Heights by Neil Finn
18 Sleeping by Howie Beck
19 Apologize by The Danger Bees
20 Eroding Home by Frank Patrick
21 brilliantfish talks, song list
22 I Feel Everything by brilliantfish

“The Upstream”, EP#4 – ‘Spirit & Sigh’. Now on Mixcloud.

In The Upstream,what's new by fish / April 8, 2017 / 0 Comments

Episode #4 of “The Upstream with brilliantfish”:

This episode is a long, slow trip through beauty…


1 Gay Angels by Perfume Genius
2 Sea Of Vapours by Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan & Michael Brook
3 brilliantfish talks
4 Let’s Go Out Tonight by The Blue Nile
5 Dhyana And Donalogue by Sheila Chandra
6 Switching Off by Elbow
7 brilliantfish talks
8 Land Of Anaka by Geoffrey Oryema
9 By This River by Brian Eno
10 Wonderstrands by Northumbria
11 De Cara A La Pared by Lhasa
12 Goodbye by Emmylou Harris
13 A Cool Wind Is Blowing by Djivan Gasparyan & Vachagan Avakian
14 Adagio in G minor for Strings and Organ by Festival Strings Lucerne, Rudolf Baumgartner, conductor
15 Perfect Day by Lou Reed Feat. Antony
16 The Drop by Peter Gabriel
17 brilliantfish talks
18 Kyrie by Laurel MacDonald
19 Nightfishing by John Bottomley
20 Adagio for Strings by New York Philharmonic – Thomas Schippers, conductor
21 Live, Man Live by Ali Jennings
22 brilliantfish talks
23 Tonight You Belong to Me by Hush & Rust

“The Upstream”, EP #3 – Darkness. Now on Mixcloud.

In podcast,The Upstream by fish / March 16, 2017 / 0 Comments

Episode #3 of “The Upstream with brilliantfish”.

This week, I put together an intense and deeply personal show about darkness.
Featuring Canadian artists Northumbria and quotes on darkness from various authors.



1 The Night Wolves/Black Moon by Northumbria
2 Sylvia Plath – “The Moon and the Yew Tree” (excerpt)
3 talk, show intro
4 The Rocky Mountains by Wendy Carlos
5 Corporate Cannibal by Grace Jones
6 Weather Wall by brilliantfish
7 Black Swan by Thom Yorke
8 talk, track list, quotes on darkness
9 The Feeling Begins by Peter Gabriel
10 Anywhere On This Road by Lhasa De Sela
11 Jenny I Read by Concrete Blonde
12 Persephone (The Gathering Of Flowers) by Dead Can Dance
13 To Bring You My Love by PJ Harvey
14 Wish by Nine Inch Nails
15 Tanguedia III by Astor Piazzolla
16 The Ocean Doesn’t Want Me Today by Tom Waits
17 Inside The Termite Mound by Killing Joke
18 Heiemo Og Nykkjen by Kirsten Braten Berg
19 Who’s Gonna Shoe Your Pretty Little Feet? by Bille Jo & Nora
20 Hurt by Johnny Cash
21 talk, track list
22 down by brilliantfish
23 Dorothy Parker, “Sanctuary”
24 sign-off
25 For All We Know by Billie Holiday

The Upstream, EP #2 is up on Mixcloud!

In cool,podcast,The Upstream by fish / March 3, 2017 / 0 Comments

Episode #2 of my new show “The Upstream with brilliantfish”.

The Upstream with brilliantfish EP #2

This week, I feature Canadian artists Chris Tait, The Danger Bees, The Spivs and Odds, as well as a plug for Shriekback’s Kickstarter tour campaign and lots more.
No agenda, genres, just 64 minutes of great music. So grab a drink, a smoke or whatever you need to relax and ride The Upstream.


1 Just Another Day by Brian Eno
2 Get Ready For Love by Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds
3 FFF by Public Image Ltd.
4 How Can You Live In The Northeast? by Paul Simon
5 Recessive Jean by Shriekback
6 Not Yet by The Veils
7 Little Things by Lamb
8 So Easy by Chris Tait
9 Messenger by The Danger Bees
10 Lucky Star by The Spivs
11 It Falls Apart by Odds
12 Hurts So Bad by Little Anthony & The Imperials
13 The Rhythm Devine by Yello
14 Queen Elvis by Robyn Hitchcock
15 Stay by brilliantfish

bible+drag now on Spotify + iTunes

In cool,what's new by fish / February 23, 2017 / 0 Comments

My first cover album ‘bible+drag’ (released August 2016) is now available on Spotify in addition to iTunes/Apple Music.
Whatever you think of streaming services, it’s the way things are these days, so i’m happy to have my music up on the 2 top music sites on earth.

If you don’t have ‘bible+drag’ yet, here’s your chance to check it out.
You can also download the lovely PDF book that accompanies the album by clicking the download link below:

download bible+drag PDF book

MY BRAND NEW RADIO SHOW!! “The Upstream with brilliantfish”

In cool,podcast,The Upstream,what's new by fish / February 16, 2017 / 0 Comments

The debut of my new show “The Upstream with brilliantfish” EP #1 is on Mixcloud and I’m really excited.
It’s in the tradition of late night FM deejays of the 70s (stuff i grew up listening to and wishing I could do that…) and will cover a wide spectrum of music from everywhere.

EP #1 features Canadian artists Junetile, Half Moon Run, Annelise Noronha, Adam Faux, Jonathan Seet and me, brilliantfish.
No agenda, genres, just 58 minutes of great music. So grab a drink, a smoke or whatever you need to relax and ride The Upstream.



1 Theme Of Rome by Danger Mouse/Daniele Luppi
2 In Of by Junetile
3 Full Circle by Half Moon Run
4 Saviour by Annelise Noronha
5 Josephine by Adam Faux Exploding Band
6 U Don’t Dance To Tekno Anymore by Alabama 3
7 Blackstar by David Bowie
8 Summertime by Billy Stewart
9 Monkey by Joe Henry
10 Down By The Bay by Jonathan Seet
11 No Harm by The Boxer Rebellion
12 Everybody’s Fine by brilliantfish


In Throw It Back Thursday by fish / November 24, 2016 / 2 Comments

The 15th installment of ‘THROW-IT-BACK THURSDAY’
the ‘Catch-and-Release Sessions’
This week:

[from the album ‘sick’, 1997]

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The first track from my first album. I was in a dark place indeed, but this album was my therapy. I was fortunate at the time to garner a bit of a fanbase and attract the attention of a few record labels, but unfortunately, everyone wanted me to keep making the same album. This was a very necessary record for me personally, but once completed, it was essential that I move forward.

This particular track is a short introduction to the dark to follow. Having, at the time, listened to virtually no popular music for almost 2 years, the first ‘pop’ I heard was the latest Nine Inch Nails record. I had intended my first solo album to be more akin to Peter Gabriel’s ‘Passion’, but instead I became intimate with my anger over my father’s death and made my version of ‘the downward spiral’.

Oh well. So much for ‘Sensitive World-Music Guy’…

I had performed and recorded in a folk duo for several years before all this, so there were many people who only knew me as ’Sensitive Folk-Music Guy’ (with a pony tail). They seemed to be ok with my new shaved head, but I think a few of them have still to recover from the shock of buying ‘sick’. (To be fair, I did warn them.)

While it is difficult for me to listen to this album (for many reasons), I still love this opening track. It states in a few minimal lines my recurring feelings about human nature and how, instead of elevating ourselves and each other, we keep going downward and inward until our inability to articulate our emotions is manifested in resentment, rage and violence. It is, however, essentially a plea for us to be better.

On a technical note, the cold, mechanical sounds were sampled from an old sound effects record I had had for years (I have always been in love with the sound of machines) loaded into my Akai S1 mono sampler. The rest is my trusty old Korg Wavestation EX keyboard and a DR RHYTHM 660 drum machine. I wrote and recorded the entire album with these 3 pieces of gear (Thank Bog for Long & McQuade!) and an Atari 1040STe, maxed out with 4mb of RAM.


Performed, recorded, produced & mixed by brilliantfish
Mastered by Peter J Moore



fall from grace with the rage of angels
it won’t take long before you’re lower

look around you when you cross borders
it won’t take long before you’re lower

this flesh, these hands
is all we’re given
and it won’t take long before
we’re lower

[© 1997 brilliant fish music]


In Uncategorized by fish / November 17, 2016 / 2 Comments

The 14th installment of ‘THROW-IT-BACK THURSDAY’
the ‘Catch-and-Release Sessions’
This week:

‘save me’
[single, 2014]

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For many, winter is the cruelest season. the cold, isolation and imposed joy of ‘the holidays’ often takes a heavy toll.
This is a winter song about salvation; a love song about depression; a call for help in the deep freeze; a dreamy little song at the top of the downward spiral.

I think this is somewhere between Eno, Bowie and Neil Diamond, somehow.
Also, I really love sweet T’s dreamy, ghosty vocal in the background.
Her beautiful voice can be heard in the foreground on Hush & Rust‘s debut album, These blue dreams’.

Performed, recorded, produced & mixed by brilliantfish
Dreamy vox by sweet T


stop me
from falling down
it’s never a good time to drown

save me
with something we found
in a backwards film somehow

[© 2014 brilliant fish music]


In Throw It Back Thursday by fish / November 10, 2016 / 2 Comments

The 13th installment of ‘THROW-IT-BACK THURSDAY’
the ‘Catch-and-Release Sessions’
is a somber one:

[from the album ‘last‘, 2010]


I am horrified. No words, no words.
This seems eerily apropos…

Performed, recorded, produced & mixed by brilliantfish
Guitars by Marc Ganetakos
Mastered by Ray Montford


amerıka ıs so far away
the ısotopes are ın my braın
thıs ısn’t what ı wanted to say
but amerıka ıs so far away

amerıka ıs so far away
my head explodes wıth pıctures
there’s somethıng that ı needed to say
but amerıka ıs so far away
so far away
so far away

monsters ın the closet
bodıes ın the road
no poınt playıng stupıd
cause everybody knows
everybody knows
everybody knows
[not for love / not for money…]

amerıka ıs so far away
so far away
so far away

[© 2010 brilliant fish music]